FRIENDLY SUPPORT!

On your first day of 7th grade,
you saw and you think I was kinda cute,
I kinda blinked but then I puked,
but all you saw pure good
I was nothin' but an amateur

I was just a 7th grader
goin' into middle school
I had the thought everyone
needed my attention just say
I was pretty good
for you.
I needed a friend and a friend I was given
all I was lookin for
was a friend with support
I have many friends
but you stood out to me
your drama team
and you know what you mean to me
I was just a 7th grader and
all I was lookin for was a friend with
support!!

7 th grade beginning

Don't you just hate it when somebody comes up to you and tells you I know how you feel about something when they actually haven't been through what you have? Well I went to school on thrusday 18, august and I have been through 2 days and 1 week of school. It is really good. I have made some new freinds. I have 1 teacher that actually knows somewhat how I feel about my dad passing because she lost her father but when she was older than I was when I lost my dad. I don't really think about the lost of my dad as much as I used to only because I have finally realized that it doesn't do much when you drag out the past because it just gets you down. I like my school and really miss my other teacher that I had at my old school. I haven't heard from her lately which worries me. I really like her because she helped me at school through sixth grade and Spanish. She is the best at everything. I really wish I could walk that cancer thing with her it's just that I have school and I can't miss which really sucks. I love my teacher because she is her and she will never change plus she knows God and that is awesome.
Well got to go to eat banana!!! Will post very soon. (probably to myself)

Uhh.... Life or Life???

Sometimes I ask myself why? I don't know why or what for do I ask myself why, I just do. Fot many reasons I hate myself. I hate my figure. I hate my curly hair. I hate my face and my fatness, but then I think to myself that I am so lucky at the same time for so many reasons. 1. I have a family who loves and cares for me including my friends 2. I have God who helps me through all things. 3. I have support from everyone. 4. I have food, money, a roof over my head, clothing, family, God, my dog, friends, and my teacher, Mrs. H. I love everyone. So the girls that are in my age group, don't feel bad about yourself ever because you are the luckiest girl in the world no matter what. I used to hate myself and now theres nothing to hate because I know I have all the support in the world. There are so many girls who think I am probably crazy, but you know if you are one of the girls who starves because you think you will become skinny your wrong. If you starve yourself you cause your body to act up and some how become fat! I did not have to find out the hard way because I have a loving caring brother and mom. I love everyone who ever thinks that I am strong or pretty or just nice because we should appreciate every bit of life God gives us. I might not be a jesus freak going out and making a huge difference, but I am a God and Jesus lover and I make the biggest difference anyone could make...... A difference in you and how you feel about yourself. I love how people come up to you and ske if they can pray for you because that shows you how brave and strong they are and how much they care about making a difference in your life. If anyone who is reading this and you aren't christian or catholic or any of those kinds of religion then don't feel that even if Jesus to you was real then he still cares about you. Many people may think when they are older that being christian is very important to me it is a priority and a responsibility because we need to pray to God and tell that we love him because He loves us. I want everyone to know that God loves you no matter what. I really don't think anyone has written a song about that which is weird because there are sooooo many things that people sing about which amazes me because I feel that a song is a praise. Any kind of song.... rock and roll, pop, hip-hop, rap, jazz, prayer songs, and much more. When I was younger I was determined to become a pop star and be famous and I found inside myself that you don't need to be famous to write a song. Take Justin Bieber for instance. Many girls think, " Ohhhhh I love him" or "Ewwww I hate him". I think that he is just another kid like any of us determined to make his songs heard. And for all of those christian bieber haters he is christian by the way!! He is just like us seee! We are all people. They maybe given special treatment but they are people like us! I have written a song but I will post it maybe today or tomorrow. It practically just says that I am who I am and God loves me just like me.
<3

In my life.....

In about one day my family and I will be going back to our "home", England. I love seeing the other part of my family. I miss my aunt. I miss my litte cousins. My family in England means everything to me. I am just an eleven year old. Like seriously what am I supposed to say on a blog. Well here's a start. I hope my teacher is doing better and anybody who reads this please pray for my teacher. Her name is aylx holiday. She is on the top of my "best teachers" list. She cares for her students, her children, her wife, her duties, her God, and Of. Ourselves her friends. I love her lots and I KNOW that she is going to be great. I used to go to her school. I wish I was still going there. I am going to el rancho. I am going to be an eleven year old o I hope I don't spell anything wrong because if my teacher is reading this then she might be mad or frustrated at me. Everybody says I am smart because I got honor for all of my four quarters in school. My life means alot to me and knowing that my father passed away when he was only 51 I become scared because I want to be able to grow up, have kids, get married, get old, see my grand children, see my children get married and maybe more. I know 4 people that have cancer. My moms friend and my friend as well. My moms friends brother. My moms friends mom. And my teacher. I hate that God created cancer but when you think about it God didn't really create cancer, Adam and Eve did! It really kills me to say but why did they eat da fruit! Like I know it is tempting but don't eat the fruit! Please when we get to heaven and God says don't eat the fruit, DON'T EAT THE FRUIT! Huh seriously. I hope God has listened to my most recent prayers. 1. Please make a cure for cancer. 2. Please cure everyone that has cancer. These if you think about it these are the most common prayers that an average Christian would pray. People pray for healing but what happens when another person that you didn't pray for got cancer??? Your stuck in the crud. But if ask God for a cure, wouldn't you stick your butt out there to get the shot so you wouldnt get cancer or so your cancer would go away??? Nobody really realizes the simple things aren't really so simple after all. People think that, " can't you just find medicine to cover up the cells so you don't get cancer" others say, " well what are the people who have cancer gonna do?" I have one last thing to say..... Keep your eyes open for THE CURE!!!

My Prayer For........ Almost everything!

"Dear God ,
If i were to ask you to heal my life so all sin would go away would you do that????" I said this to myself when I was praying for my teacher and I realized that everything that was wrong would finally become right when God answered me. I hoped that God had heard me. My bible teachers always told me that God always answered or listened to my prayers. Well gtg and be a 11 year girl that I am and that no one else can be :).

Mrs.H

My teacher is always there for me
Even though i might always need to pee.
She has the toughtest heart of all
She holds me up when I fall.
I know she is always strong
To hold my grades up long.
She keeps me laughing
She knows when i am chewing taffy.
I love how she knows me inside-out
I might not be able to sprout.
But she knows my insides-out.
I know that she is neat
But i dont know if she tweets.
She gets me up in the morning
and keeps me for mourning
I love her like I love candy
She is my handy-dandy
The ways she teaches
Just makes me happy
when she always reaches
the laughy part of me.
She knows when i am down
She takes away my frown.
I keep her up when she falls down
But i always become her clown.
I hope she is okay
I will always pray.
For the day, today
I will always say
that a I love you forever and always.
<3 Gracie Brown