7 th grade beginning

Don't you just hate it when somebody comes up to you and tells you I know how you feel about something when they actually haven't been through what you have? Well I went to school on thrusday 18, august and I have been through 2 days and 1 week of school. It is really good. I have made some new freinds. I have 1 teacher that actually knows somewhat how I feel about my dad passing because she lost her father but when she was older than I was when I lost my dad. I don't really think about the lost of my dad as much as I used to only because I have finally realized that it doesn't do much when you drag out the past because it just gets you down. I like my school and really miss my other teacher that I had at my old school. I haven't heard from her lately which worries me. I really like her because she helped me at school through sixth grade and Spanish. She is the best at everything. I really wish I could walk that cancer thing with her it's just that I have school and I can't miss which really sucks. I love my teacher because she is her and she will never change plus she knows God and that is awesome.
Well got to go to eat banana!!! Will post very soon. (probably to myself)

Uhh.... Life or Life???

Sometimes I ask myself why? I don't know why or what for do I ask myself why, I just do. Fot many reasons I hate myself. I hate my figure. I hate my curly hair. I hate my face and my fatness, but then I think to myself that I am so lucky at the same time for so many reasons. 1. I have a family who loves and cares for me including my friends 2. I have God who helps me through all things. 3. I have support from everyone. 4. I have food, money, a roof over my head, clothing, family, God, my dog, friends, and my teacher, Mrs. H. I love everyone. So the girls that are in my age group, don't feel bad about yourself ever because you are the luckiest girl in the world no matter what. I used to hate myself and now theres nothing to hate because I know I have all the support in the world. There are so many girls who think I am probably crazy, but you know if you are one of the girls who starves because you think you will become skinny your wrong. If you starve yourself you cause your body to act up and some how become fat! I did not have to find out the hard way because I have a loving caring brother and mom. I love everyone who ever thinks that I am strong or pretty or just nice because we should appreciate every bit of life God gives us. I might not be a jesus freak going out and making a huge difference, but I am a God and Jesus lover and I make the biggest difference anyone could make...... A difference in you and how you feel about yourself. I love how people come up to you and ske if they can pray for you because that shows you how brave and strong they are and how much they care about making a difference in your life. If anyone who is reading this and you aren't christian or catholic or any of those kinds of religion then don't feel that even if Jesus to you was real then he still cares about you. Many people may think when they are older that being christian is very important to me it is a priority and a responsibility because we need to pray to God and tell that we love him because He loves us. I want everyone to know that God loves you no matter what. I really don't think anyone has written a song about that which is weird because there are sooooo many things that people sing about which amazes me because I feel that a song is a praise. Any kind of song.... rock and roll, pop, hip-hop, rap, jazz, prayer songs, and much more. When I was younger I was determined to become a pop star and be famous and I found inside myself that you don't need to be famous to write a song. Take Justin Bieber for instance. Many girls think, " Ohhhhh I love him" or "Ewwww I hate him". I think that he is just another kid like any of us determined to make his songs heard. And for all of those christian bieber haters he is christian by the way!! He is just like us seee! We are all people. They maybe given special treatment but they are people like us! I have written a song but I will post it maybe today or tomorrow. It practically just says that I am who I am and God loves me just like me.
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